I have no idea why. I feel very fragile. I don’t want to go out today or tomorrow. But I am supposed to have physio tomorrow :( I might have to cancel. I dunno. I dunno whether to wait and phone tomorrow or phone today. Actually I wont phone, I don’t really want to talk to anyone. I might have to get my mum to phone. Which means I’ll have to explain to my mum that I’m having a bad day and then she will worry about me, then I will feel immensely guilty. UURRRRGGGGG I ramble all the time like this in my head. Back and forth. The same conversation. And then I will randomly sing to myself in my head. I don’t know why I am typing all this. I am just bbbblllleeeeeerrrrrrrggggggggg. Oh well back to my head for more ramblings. Peace out people.