January 2011
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DOES ANYONE DO DBT? (DIALECTICAL BEHAVIOUR...
I’ve been referred and would like to know peoples first hand experience.
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Feelings
I’ve been feeling pretty empty lately. I think I’ve felt sooo much that my mind has now stopped all emotions. I’m broken.
mike0829 asked: Hehe okays hope so anyways tell me about urself missy what's ur name? :)
mike0829 asked: I was diagnosed last year too... I taken some very crappy meds :( some may be zombie like :(.. haha therapy is okay depends who u get as ur therapists it helps to talk it out believe it or not especiallyif ur thrrapists dont judge u but heeey u can always talk to me :D hehe
mike0829 asked: I'm somewhat the same I usually can only tell I'm high when I can't sleep :(.. or when I feel rather depressed that I start thinking suicidal thoughts :(.. I been suffering from it for a while years but I only been recently diagnosed :(.. and you? Honestly the meds don't always help me with it much :(..I been switching my meds often :( n u? :(
mike0829 asked: Ur welcome sweety I read a few pages of ur blog seems like u struggle with more depression than the mania like me :(... sucks don't it :(.
mike0829 asked: dont listen to that anon hes a piece of shit of a human being i like ur blog is awesome express urself any way u like :)..
Anonymous asked: "You clearly aren’t education" I think that would be 'educated', dear! Perhaps it is somebody else who needs to go back to school.
I've suffered from bipolar for 5 years, so I can assure you I know what it is like to suffer from mental health problems, as do many other people out there. Some people come to sites such as Tumblr to get information about their...
I've suffered from bipolar for 5 years, so I can assure you I know what it is like to suffer from mental health problems, as do many other people out there. Some people come to sites such as Tumblr to get information about their...
I will not listen to someone who is clearly ashamed of themselves. Why else would you be anonymous?
At least I’m me :p
Anonymous asked: Jeeeeez, stop wallowing in your own self-pity! You give people with genuine mental health problems a bad name. Stop begging for attention and sympathy. I follow other blogs by people with mental health problems as it's good to know I'm not alone in what I'm going through, and yeh they talk about their feelings, but yours is just a 'poor me' blog ~~~~ Suck it up and grow...
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I am clearly too boring for you.
Sorry I’m mentally ill and unable to do normal stuff.
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The other night
I completely lost control and smashed my hand up. I thought I’d broken my little finger once I had calmed down but thankfully I hadn’t. I also cut myself, which I hadn’t done in a while.
mike0829 asked: Hi missy I followed you cuz i liked your blog and I too suffer from bipolar and I want to meet other people who suffer from it as well if u dont mind -_-
I've let myself down.
No change there then.
I hate this world and everyone in it
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Lonely
affected with, characterized by, or causing a depressing feeling of being alone; lonesome.
Feeling like the most boring person in the world!
And everyone is ditching me, again.
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This feeling is shit.
Open Fire: Something that pisses me off →
anonymous-recovery:
It happens a lot here on tumblr. When people post pictures of their most recent self harm, fresh cuts, burns, bruises, stitches, etc. When the cuts are still clotting. What were you thinking? “Oh, need to grab my phone/camera to take a photo of this for tumblr!” WHY? We don’t need to see it. Yes,…
istolevoldemortsnose-deactivate asked: well therapy sucks haha, but if you ever need someone to talk to or anything, we can talk (: i'm pretty sure i would understand what youre going through more than most people
istolevoldemortsnose-deactivate asked: its not all solved yet, the main thing i struggle with now is just getting to actually like myself. all those years of depression, as my therapist says, changed my perspective of the world, causing me to think that everything sucks.
i pretty much still think that, so my therapist is sending me to some thing at a hospital that's supposed to help.
i pretty much still think that, so my therapist is sending me to some thing at a hospital that's supposed to help.
istolevoldemortsnose-deactivate asked: i'm bipolar too, thats why i followed you (:
do you still struggle with it?
do you still struggle with it?
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update time
so I had been on a high for the last few days until yesterday when I fell straight back down to earth with a HUGE crash! And I’m still struggling in the dirt.
Oh why must we eat?! *sigh*
I am disgusted by some peoples attitudes.
What makes them so superior than others? People should be praised for being who they are, not hurled abuse at! It makes me ashamed of humanity. Everyone deserves to happy.
I'm feeling more and more inadequate.
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Turns out I suffer from a lot of it :(
Paranoid personality disorder
You are likely to feel very wary of others, imagining they have hidden motives, will use you, or take advantage of you, if you don’t stay vigilant. As a result, you will find it very difficult to trust other people. You will be suspicious and always on your guard, even with your friends, and you may feel that it’s not safe to confide in them. You may watch others...
darkmuse-deactivated20110304 asked: what kind of personality disorder? I have know of borderline personality disorder.
darkmuse-deactivated20110304 asked: what kind of personality disorder? I have know of borderline personality disorder.
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Personaltity Disorder
Anyone help? Aparrantly I have it and I don’t understand it completely.
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I'm also pissed
that I am unable to go out by myself and I have so social life and everyone else is having a fucking whale of a time. Well fuck me I have nothing! Woooohooooooo. Even if I did have the ability to go out by myself, I’d have no one to meet up with and I have no fucking money! FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So much for a fun weekend, everyone is going out with out me and then I’m meant to be all...
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Why is it
that when something serious is being discussed I just wanna laugh like a loon? Stupid mania. At least I can control it a little.
On a serious note I just wanted to vent my anger at the fact that I feel as though I have been made a fool. An unwanted fool. Not only did I pluck up the courage to apologize for something that I still feel that I did right, but also the fact that I DID actually...
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My Dad
has a very old view of life and to me I don’t think he has accepted that I am Bipolar. He hasn’t told anyone on his side of the family where as my mum has told all of her family so they know to be sensitive.
Them not knowing causes them to ask me questions that I can not answer therefore I have to lie. Questions such as what kind of job are you looking for? I’m not allowed to...
suicide and wrist cutting jokes are NOT funny in...
reblog this if you know someone who has either cut themselves committed suicide attempted suicide suffered/s from depression
or if you have attempted suicide cut your self suffered from depression
the mental state that someone must be in to want to end their life is extremely serious and is very frightening for those who care about them, this message needs to be broadcast for the world to see...
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I'm
Really happy for all the people I am following who are getting better. I’m glad you are able to move on, its giving me a lot of hope so thank you for being so open and expressing yourself. I have to admit I’m intimidated. I feel rather weak in-comparison. But I have hope.
