December 2010
I hope everyone has a merry christmas tomorrow :)
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Changes
Things change and people tell you, you have to move on. Easier said than done.
Drifting apart, acting different; just more reasons to let it all go.
But my heart keeps pulling me back.
Stolen from Iusetobelikeyou (sorry)
Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with L?No
Have you held hands with anybody in the last 4 days? Yes
If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? My belly re-done
Honestly, who are you IMing? No one
Do you cross your legs when you sit? Sometimes
Have you ever liked someone who didn’t like you back? Who hasn’t?
How many times have you cried in a person’s...
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update
So I haven’t updated in a while mainly because I have been really bad again. I have started taking new tablets an obviously I am having to wait for them to work. Each week they have to be up’d by 50mg. I have had some bad minutes and bad hours and some really good hours. I guess I’m just really impatient. On christmas day it will be year since i told my mum I thought there was...
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Anonymous asked: You always seem to be saying negative things about your boyfriend. I mean like, I know your depressed and all, but dragging him down with you isn't the best thing to do. Don't get me wrong I'm not trying to be nasty, I just know from experience that its better to let them go until your better, then they will want to be there for you after, but if you drag them down with you they...
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Oh how I thought you had changed. I was wrong.
Queued once again.
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I feel as though I am on a destructive path. I keep drinking alcohol when I know I’m not suppose to. I feel the urge to take tablets and I don’t know why. I feel as though I am far too depressed to even feel it anymore, I just know I want to end my meaningless existence. After the pain I put my mum and boyfriend through yesterday I know I will fight this urge but I don’t know how...
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Yesterday all my built up depression exploded in the form of an overdose. I guess I failed once again to deal with my own issues. I feel extremely lonely and bored senseless with life. I have no ambition, no desire. When I think I’ve found something, I lose interest. I have nothing.
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Blogs
I have another page called wisdom on life. Its a creative writing page. Its about a woman’s struggle with every day life. I’m hoping to turn it into a book so you only get bits and pieces of it. Please follow if you like it. I need all the support I can get. I have also started writing something new. I will let you know what that page will be called. I’ve always been good at...
Life is just one big show. So open the curtains and let the show carry on.
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I felt pretty pathetic today. I couldn’t face watching A Beautiful Mind. I was half way through and I couldn’t watch it anymore. I can’t handle mental health stuff. I can’t even deal with my own issues. I felt awful for my boyfriend who wanted to watch the film. Instead we went outside and built a snowman and now we are watching All Dogs Go To Heaven. I swear my mental age...
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Forgotten
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